Self improvement brings to shame
Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2018 4:24 pm
How can I improve myself if it means facing my flaws - even for a minute? I already know deep inside that I'm not supposed to live and I live only thanks to selfishness - yes, my selfishness keeps me alive - so I don't have that GREAT desire to EXPLORE even more reasons why I don't deserve to have been born. I'm ashamed of anything that's about me.