Staying Around For My birthday

[xn728]

ive been thinking about things a little ,,if i stop using the forum ,what have i got ,back to nothing ,i dont want to be alone again ,as much as i can handle it ,its not a road i feel i can travel anymore ,,i feel like im at the bottom of the ladder just now ,so i,ll just have to find my way back to the top ,i wont be as active as i usally am but ill be staying around ,i enjoy all your company ,,and if i can just say a few words when your feeling low ,,its better than non at all ,,,And you know what i found my way here on the forum on the ((21 april 2009)) ,my second birthday lol,,i have so many freinds here and at this time last year i was alone in my depression life ,i know i can be a little crazy now and then (((sorry))),,but im human and im sure you all understand the pressure im under sometimes ,,You,ll see me change i promise ,,so dont worry if i have days of silence ,i,ll just be busy with this volatile life ,,hope you will all join me on that day ,for a little cheer ,,,hope today brings a little hope for you all
as i speak now the sun is shining on me ,,such a warm feeling .or maybe thats just because im in here ,,love you all (((((my dear freinds ))))))
hugs love ken ,,,,,,,xn728 xx

[Mich]

Yes, I will surely be around on April 21st to celebrate your 2nd birthday! I hope today is going okay. *hugs*

[xn728]

ahhh mich thankyou i,ll look forward to seeing you then ,,,hope your doing ok ,,you will need strentgh for today mich so here you are heres a little happyness from ken to get you through ,,and as for me ,,well im ok ,thinking a little more posatively just now ,,,fingers crossed ,,ill stay like this ,,,but yes im good ,,,,hope today goes ok ,,,hugs (((((mich)))))
lots of love ken xxx PS MICH what are the little star things at the side of the word hugs ,,is this new technology are my old hugs redundent now
LOL,,i hope not cos im gonna keep using my old ones ,,teee hee love ken xx

[crystalgaze]

Yes of course.... Stay! You told me the same!!!!

Mine is coming up on the 7th.... Gotta figure out what I'm gonna do!

[xn728]

yeah (((((onika))))),,,,,,good girl ,ill be there ,lets make it a good one ,,
hope your doing ok ,,hugs (((((onika))))),,,lots of love ken xxx