Summer Depression & Anxiety

[Tom57]

Well, summer has just barely begun and I already hate it. It's just awful and I think it's the worst ever.

I hate the heat. And then there's a lot of noise with all kinds of construction and remodeling projects nearby. Parking at where I live is difficult with so many construction workers getting parking spaces. And then I get mosquito bites. Also I get flat tires on my bike.

This is the time of year that I feel depressed the most. Most or almost all of the bad things and tragedies that have happened in the past were at this time of year. What's there to love about this time of year? Even when good things happen for me, it's just not enough to put me in a completely good mood. I tend to hibernate at this time of year. I hope this will end soon. It feels like it's going to be a long haul!

[rosiegrace]

Totally understand where you're coming from—summer Geometry Dash can be overwhelming in so many ways. You're not alone in feeling this way, and it's okay to vent. Hopefully things ease up soon.

[Feelingsareweird2]

I hate the spring and fall season, simply because I hate university. It's the busiest time for me, and the most stressful. But these days, thinking about God has put me in a lovely mood. It's like I'm walking on clouds.

[Tom57]

Well here it is that, in ten days from now, August will be over so summer is winding down. At where I live summer has just begun. July was pretty mild for temperatures but in August it's hotter. And it will probably remain hot all through the month of September up to the mid-October.

The noises have calmed down quite a bit lately, so that helps. Last month was like Hell with a lot of loud noises going on with remodeling at my apartment complex. Even though the noises have simmered down, which is helpful, the heat has increased. When it's hot I just want to hibernate and I get depression with the heat.

When the time comes when it gets cooler (and it's a long ways off) I hope i'll feel better.

I'm still wrestling with depression and anxiety as I worry about my future with my health, being alone, and finances. I'm fine now but I feel like the fairly good times I have now may go away and then it will be all bad.

[Tom57]

In a few days from now, it will officially be Fall. And yet, here where I am, it's like summer just began. And the hell continues will noises from the remodeling projects here at my place and around me. The parking, at where I am, is worse lately.

I feel like I'm disconnecting from the only friend I have. He sounds depressed when he calls me. I ask him if he feels alright and he says "yes", but I don't believe him. It's like he's lying to me. Also he has been giving me lectures on how I am ruining my life and not being so nice to others. There are other people I had in my life whom have treated me badly and I had let them go. I hated to let them go
but I felt like I had to, even though it's a loss to me.