How sad

[Feelingsareweird2]

I have no one to talk to, and the persons closest to me hurt me. How incredibly pitiful. How unexplainably sad. To feel so unheard, and belittled. To feel like I'm taking one step forward and ten steps back. To feel so wronged, and deserving of mistreatment at the same time. To feel so dumb, to feel like I'm making a mistake when I dare to give myself an ounce of empathy, how disheartening. To feel so unbearably misunderstood...What a sad condition, what a sad girl, with no one to talk to. With no one to share her melancholy with.

[Tom57]

I'm sorry you feel this way. I'm feeling the same, so all I could say is, "join the club" Maybe that doesn't make you feel better, but I feel the same and I guess many others do, too. I'm sure many others do even though it looks like they have it all together.

I feel like, especially lately, that people (like my family and friends - with what very little that I have) are disappointing me. I talk to them and I feel like I don't get treated the best and, when I talk to them (on the phone only - not in person), they don't make sense with what they say. So it leaves me feeling alone, like living in a vacuum.

Sometime soon, it could all change for you. I hope it does. You seem like someone who has a lot of good to offer for others. Best to you.

[jenniekimberly]

You’re not alone — your pain is real, and Speed Stars your feelings are valid. Please keep holding on, and be kind to yourself.

[Feelingsareweird2]

I'm sorry you feel this way. I'm feeling the same, so all I could say is, "join the club" Maybe that doesn't make you feel better, but I feel the same and I guess many others do, too. I'm sure many others do even though it looks like they have it all together.

I feel like, especially lately, that people (like my family and friends - with what very little that I have) are disappointing me. I talk to them and I feel like I don't get treated the best and, when I talk to them (on the phone only - not in person), they don't make sense with what they say. So it leaves me feeling alone, like living in a vacuum.

Sometime soon, it could all change for you. I hope it does. You seem like someone who has a lot of good to offer for others. Best to you.

Thanks Tom. You think too well of me. I feel that way too, and it seems those hurting me don't agree that they're hurting me, don't even care to know if they are. I like the vacuum analogy. I don't feel heard, so to me it's dark, devoid of air, and quiet. And if I try to speak, nothing comes out

[Feelingsareweird2]

You’re not alone — your pain is real, and Speed Stars your feelings are valid. Please keep holding on, and be kind to yourself.

Hi Jennie, I know in my head that my emotions are valid, but it doesn't feel that way. And it's hard to be kind to myself. But thank you, and you have such a pretty name

[Feelingsareweird2]

If I try to speak, nothing comes out

[cepalpita]

I have no one to talk to, and the persons closest to me hurt me. How incredibly pitiful. How unexplainably sad. To feel so unheard, and belittled. To feel like I'm taking one step forward and ten steps back. To feel so wronged, and deserving of mistreatment at the same time. To feel so dumb, to feel like I'm making a mistake when I dare to give myself an ounce of empathy, how disheartening. To feel so unbearably misunderstood...What a sad condition, what a sad girl, with no one to talk to. With no one to share her melancholy with.

I hear you. What you’re feeling is valid, and it’s not “pitiful” or “dumb” to want understanding — it’s human. When the people closest to you hurt you, it’s not a reflection of your worth.
But just like in Geometry Dash Lite, progress is still progress, even if you keep hitting the same spikes. One day, that jump will land, and the level will open up. Until then, you deserve grace and understanding, especially from yourself.

[Cola]

I know how your feeling, inow know that when your asked " how are you" we're ment 2 reply " im fine" cos if you say the trueth, they dissapear? I dont know if this will help you but i by fluke some1 from a church here & mostly met with kindness ,empathy & want 2 listen 2 you. This christian group didnt force the bible on me as im use 2, which only made me walk away. After not leaving house 4 years after shutting down completely unless hospital but only when really unwell, i would get occasional calls, visits checking in on me & really pointing me 2 help " which isnt great" i was refused councling because i was 2 low??????? So found private therapy with a women who unpacked things & explain along with hynotherapy, which doesnt take control of you as tv shows have showed, it was learning 2 think posatively , relaxing & allthough hard at first & still hard at times but im getting out more, some good days & some no energy at all. I think ive been lucky as this christian church was so so kind, although still minority of not nice, who i stay away from or if feeling confidant......talking down bringing them of there judgmentle horse. I still worry as being a gay women wanting 2 open up 2 some im starting 2 trust. Due 2 conversations having 2 change, they or ex as worried being judged but when i was alot younger, i really didnt care which did get me queer bashed if more than 2 idiots. My group know n i was worried telling them n there reaction, thinking im gonna have 2 find my way home, but my group where brilliant & supportive & have never disrespected me. In talking on other things though a younger man doesnt seem 2 give a stuff & even snarly remarks each meeting, he said due 2 my sometimes talking over him, which isnt out of rudeness its i can be a little slow & think learning 2 comunicate again due 2 TBI years ago. So do keep eye on him. Weather family freinds? If there not listening 2 you & disrespect how your feeling, it may be better 4 your mentle health but hard......2 cut your self off & stay away from negative ' towards you' folk. This church do run coffee n chat groups for none believers 2. So you dont have 2 be a church goer, go & meet new people who will want 2 hear you, talk about anything, what they or you been up 2. It takes time as you get 2 know each other, then should lead 2 freindship from genuine folks. Im sat hear now with only energy comming from my coffee just on here with tv in back ground. If youd like 2 personally message they so you off load & maybe support each other or just post on here getting good support from others who are kind on here. As advice thats the best is those who live lived with the dark cloud as we know. Take care every1 on here aswell x