Depression Understood Forums

I’ve been having more and more close calls with self harm and been quite suicidal. today I opened up to my therapist and she believes i need to be hospitalized. so she calls down a crisis evaluator since they determine who needs inpatient. even with me saying i was 80% sure I was going to harm myself in some way if they let me go home, that wasn’t enough to qualify. so I just get to sit here and suffer. I’m never asking for this kind of help again we created a safety plan that involved my parents locking up meds and razors but apparently my parents don’t take me seriously either because they haven’t done either. it’s really good to know that when Im at my worst i can’t rely on anyone in my home.

I am so sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult time. It takes a lot of courage to seek help, and it is understandable to feel frustrated and alone when you do not receive the support you need. Remember that your feelings are valid, and it is important to continue to talk to your therapist about your feelings. poppy playtime chapter 3