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Im going to kill myself... eventually.

Posted: Thu May 21, 2020 7:52 pm
by QuercusRubra
Im 23 years old and i know i will eventually take my own life. This used to terrify me, but now it is as normal as the sun setting. Nothing particularly devastating has happened recently but this thought becomes more common and easy to swallow. Someday when i manage to distance myself from the last of my loved ones, i will accept death with open arms. This may sound dark to you, but life for me is harder every day. Im not concerned about some sort of afterlife, i just know im finished with this one. Its now just about leaving behind as little pain as possible. I dont need counsel or support, this is merely a place for my thoughts.

Re: Im going to kill myself... eventually.

Posted: Fri May 22, 2020 1:54 am
by Kwhite55
Dont do it. Ive felt the same. Im just too scared.

Re: Im going to kill myself... eventually.

Posted: Fri May 22, 2020 4:52 am
by littlestarsmum
I’m sorry to hear that that, friend. Please know that your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing. Putting an end to your life is not the answer to life’s problems. Such a decision would be tragic beyond words. We all need courage to live and not to put an end. Remember that you deserve to feel better and you don’t need to carry your burdens alone. Would you like to share what’s going on with you? Looking forward to hear from you. Stay strong. Hugs.