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I have massive fears of loosing everything and I mean everything. I get so anxious when I feel like I am going to loose someone or something and then I should to panic and I feel anxiety attack coming on.
I just fear that my whole world around will fall apart.
Is that a crazy thing to think?

Does anybody else fear this?

And then;
And then;

As the sliver gold that slides like honey across the horizon
takes over for the hues of grey and blue that still the heart

Myriad lens catch fire and peer at us like legions of insects in ectothermal rapture
The ground is white; white and clean and hard, substantial
The ground will hold me up this time
Yet touch it
The world yields to the right pressure, melts back, will not be grasped
It suffers only just so much contemplation before it turns and coldly pulls the shade

Deep under blankets
Earth quietly hums dark warm
Heeds not frozen wind

Thank you Frame. Thank you for the words of wisdom, will keep looking back at this and keep this in mind.
Your words of wisdom are truly inspiring!

Beautiful poem, Frame.

Frame, when I read your sentence that mentioned legions of insects, of course it brought cicadas to mind. Haha.

Certainly is beautiful eh?
Made my day to be fair!