simple (probably triggering)
Posted: Tue Sep 10, 2013 11:53 am
Balance, balance, balance;
where is my balance?
From which direction does the next wind blow? Is it hot or cold? Do I need a parka or a rain coat?
OMG, why should any day of the week be like this? People wish you well, but when you fall, they are more than happy to let you. Did I feel a nudge? what does it matter?
There is inner balance. Where is inner balance? Nothing, nothing, nothing here. I didn't do it. I didn't do it. I didn't do it.
I'm not looking for praise. I don't deserve the blame. Tell me it's all right; show me it's going to be alright. God, it's only 9AM. It makes no sense. Where is this all coming from? I'll tell you where; Monday, I made it through Monday with no major problems. Progress, it was a good day (of course it's relative). Nothing crashed to the ground. It would seem a blessing to cut my hand picking up the shards of Monday. A quieter Tuesday; I here the scraping noise of the guillotine rising.
Maybe it's the weather.
where is my balance?
From which direction does the next wind blow? Is it hot or cold? Do I need a parka or a rain coat?
OMG, why should any day of the week be like this? People wish you well, but when you fall, they are more than happy to let you. Did I feel a nudge? what does it matter?
There is inner balance. Where is inner balance? Nothing, nothing, nothing here. I didn't do it. I didn't do it. I didn't do it.
I'm not looking for praise. I don't deserve the blame. Tell me it's all right; show me it's going to be alright. God, it's only 9AM. It makes no sense. Where is this all coming from? I'll tell you where; Monday, I made it through Monday with no major problems. Progress, it was a good day (of course it's relative). Nothing crashed to the ground. It would seem a blessing to cut my hand picking up the shards of Monday. A quieter Tuesday; I here the scraping noise of the guillotine rising.
Maybe it's the weather.