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My head is pounding, my back is aching, my stomachs churning. It's like they've split my head open ; they're taking their spoons, scooping out my brains, and eating them (...hope that's not too graphic). And I'm supposed to be a professional something or other; what was it.

I'm not going to make it. This is the week it ends. God how many times have I felt this way.
And the world just ignores me like you would ignore a ranting spoiled child.
Or the world pays me some small compliment.
And I drag myself through the day.
And I really do feel like a spoiled child.
Except, things aren't better; I'm not becoming a big boy.

If I can't change myself, at least I can change the world, right!?
Oh, wait....

Frame, we have to keep on keeping on, don't we? I know it is easy to want it all to end, but, even that isn't easy. I am depressed too, I wish I could just not wake up, but, every day I do....there must be a reason for that.

Let me know you are okay...being an adult sucks sometimes (well, all the time) even if your childhood was bad, you at least did not have all the crap piled on you at once!

FRAME!!!
This is NOT the week it ends!...although I DO have to admit...It sucks when people are hovering around you with spoons and ravishing your sanity. Okay--scooping out the brain, with a cruel, slow vengeance!

Why do you feel like a spoiled child?! Is it because you feel guilty about "ranting and rollin?" (I like this title). Frame, you have every right to express ALL misery without resulting remorse. I hope I don't have it all wrong and that I've misunderstood you. If so, I apologize Frame.

PLEASE hang in there friend! You're too nice of a person and I don't want you throwing in the towel. Reach in and grab what fight you have left. FIGHT. FIGHT. FIGHT!! You are not weak, even when you feel you're losing it.