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So its been five weeks since my relationship ended with my One True Love, and im still here, but still in tears. This past year has been the worst and best ever. Ive had three failed suicide attempts these last few weeks, and my fugues seem to be getting worse. I start my Counselling tomorrow, so can imagine its gonna get worse before it gets better. I sometimes wish Id never met her, because it feels like Ive suffered two huge losses within a year (first being my mums death). I shall keep you guys updated with my progress through therapy, and hopefully see you on the other side.

Waynec wrote:I start my Counselling tomorrow, so can imagine its gonna get worse before it gets better.

The counselor will make you go through everything and that won't be easy but maybe it will help you come to grips with the relationship ending. Hurting yourself isn't going to make things any better. That's for sure.

It may take a long time but one day you'll wake up and it won't hurt quite as much. It gets better from there. Trust me on this.

Thanks Mr Black. As expected, can open, worms everywhere. The therapist is a real nice lady, and I feel positive about moving forward with her, just gotta keep these thoughts away.