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well my life is pretty much this. I get up in the morning to the same old alarm. i have a shower get dressed eat breakfast and get in the car and drive to school. and sit there for 7 periods get on the train and come home. im starting to think that life is annoying and boring yesterday i threw a tuna sandwhich at the fan just hoping that some recklessness would brighten up my day. I wake up in the morning and think to my self "i'm a gi*p" all of the girls on my train home hate me because i rejected there mutt friend. Some kid that ive known since i was 6 didnt invite me to his 15th even though he acts all chummy towards me. I get 50's in my exams half the time since im a dumsh*t and im not even good at sport. Tried skateboarding took me a year to do something on a board and i just gave up. Drums i can barely play a song and my kits falling apart. Im probably gonna cry myself to sleep to sleep tonight but o well. Thats my life

Hi St3r. You have a right not to be friends with anyone you choose. Just sorry the other people don't understand it. Just because you get 50's on your exams does not mean you are dumb. I pretty much flunked or barely passed in highschool, and went on to college, and did good for a while. How a person feels inside impacts everything, including grades. Not everyone can skateboard. You might want to try different things that so that you can find out what you like. You don't necessarily have to be good at something to enjoy it. Maybe you can find a different set of drums or something. Hang in there.

Holly