Sad and Alone
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- Dreams4ever
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Sad and Alone
as it says on the box really im feeling very sad and alone.
The thing is i have a wonderful partner who is the love of my life and i still feel this darkness.. this void... this emptiness inside and it breaks my heart.
Since christmas eve i have been suffereing with the flu and my partner has a chest infection so we haven't had the best christmas but he doesn't seem like he wants to be near me.
I just want to go to bed and cry but then i know he will come up and start badgering me about why am i crying? why am i in the dark? is it his fault?? and i just can't cope with that right now. I know when people are ill they change but hes had a whole personality transplant in the last 4 weeks (hes been ill along time now) and i don't know what to do. I hate sitting here by myself just doesn't seem right we are normally such a close couple. I dunno im pretty messed at the minute forgive me ill shut up.
- crystalgaze
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Something like what you mentioned just happened with me.
My man LOVES to see me. (He even started planning my days for me!!) Anyway... It's okay. That's great! I--I... I'm glad that just seeing me makes him happy. That I could bring joy to someone in that manner is more than I could ask for in life. It's just that sometimes I want to run the other way from him, & I do so at times. He was hurt & it pained me that it hurt him, but I really did need my moment or few hours to myself to catch myself & be a much better person for our relationship. Eventually, he understood me, so as to not feel unwanted/unloved/etc.
That was my case.
I say all of what I've said to say: Please don't take it personally.
Also, I'm just wondering: Have you tried asking him about it? That way you can know for sure what is what.
My man LOVES to see me. (He even started planning my days for me!!) Anyway... It's okay. That's great! I--I... I'm glad that just seeing me makes him happy. That I could bring joy to someone in that manner is more than I could ask for in life. It's just that sometimes I want to run the other way from him, & I do so at times. He was hurt & it pained me that it hurt him, but I really did need my moment or few hours to myself to catch myself & be a much better person for our relationship. Eventually, he understood me, so as to not feel unwanted/unloved/etc.
That was my case.
I say all of what I've said to say: Please don't take it personally.
Also, I'm just wondering: Have you tried asking him about it? That way you can know for sure what is what.
- Dreams4ever
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no i haven't asked him as he doesn't talk....which is annoying in itself as i try to where my heart on my sleeve and like to know everything is ok with us and him...
the last few days hes been a little better and coming to kiss me goodnight when i go to bed but still there is a distance between us. i know i will have to confront him im just so scared how he will react. i need to be strong and i just can't seem to do it anymore.
the last few days hes been a little better and coming to kiss me goodnight when i go to bed but still there is a distance between us. i know i will have to confront him im just so scared how he will react. i need to be strong and i just can't seem to do it anymore.
- crystalgaze
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