as it says on the box really im feeling very sad and alone.
The thing is i have a wonderful partner who is the love of my life and i still feel this darkness.. this void... this emptiness inside and it breaks my heart.
Since christmas eve i have been suffereing with the flu and my partner has a chest infection so we haven't had the best christmas but he doesn't seem like he wants to be near me.
I just want to go to bed and cry but then i know he will come up and start badgering me about why am i crying? why am i in the dark? is it his fault?? and i just can't cope with that right now. I know when people are ill they change but hes had a whole personality transplant in the last 4 weeks (hes been ill along time now) and i don't know what to do. I hate sitting here by myself just doesn't seem right we are normally such a close couple. I dunno im pretty messed at the minute forgive me ill shut up.
