ugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:36 pm
Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2006 3:37 pm
i absolutely hate this day. it was suppose to be a day of happiness. i was going to be meeting jelly at the airport today but instead i got a phone call from her this morning telling me that she won't be here after all. the flight she was supposed to be taking was cancelled and she won't be here until tomorrow. she is in amsterdam the netherlands and will be flying out of there tomorrow morning.
the two of us just want to be together and we can't and we have waited so long for this. it just isn't fair. i know it's just one more day but that is not the point in the matter. i know i shouldn't be crying over this but i can't help it
right now i just want to shut down and not feel anything. i hate this i really hate this
i absolutely hate this day. it was suppose to be a day of happiness. i was going to be meeting jelly at the airport today but instead i got a phone call from her this morning telling me that she won't be here after all. the flight she was supposed to be taking was cancelled and she won't be here until tomorrow. she is in amsterdam the netherlands and will be flying out of there tomorrow morning.




