I know what you mean

[kalonise]

I completely understand you. I have the same problem. And I go from sad to angry to not caring. I felt I didn't belong anymore and hated the fact that they could not see how I felt. I bet you probably even hinted what you were feeling and they were still clueless.
I myself fell I have no one to talk to anymore, but I bet if you try and reach out to them, maybe one at a time, it would be easier for you to rebuild your relationship.

Wish I could help more. I hope everything works out. Feel free to message me anytime.