I think I give up

[Max]

I’ve been having more and more close calls with self harm and been quite suicidal. today I opened up to my therapist and she believes i need to be hospitalized. so she calls down a crisis evaluator since they determine who needs inpatient. even with me saying i was 80% sure I was going to harm myself in some way if they let me go home, that wasn’t enough to qualify. so I just get to sit here and suffer. I’m never asking for this kind of help again we created a safety plan that involved my parents locking up meds and razors but apparently my parents don’t take me seriously either because they haven’t done either. it’s really good to know that when Im at my worst i can’t rely on anyone in my home.

[JoshuaSieg]

I am so sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult time. It takes a lot of courage to seek help, and it is understandable to feel frustrated and alone when you do not receive the support you need. Remember that your feelings are valid, and it is important to continue to talk to your therapist about your feelings. poppy playtime chapter 3

[Prycejosh1987]

Never give up on your dreams, they are important and adjust good focus.

[kardep]

I'm sorry you're going through all this. It sounds incredibly tough, especially when you’ve done the hard part of reaching out, and it feels like people around you aren’t taking it seriously. You deserve to be taken seriously. What you shared with your therapist was real and important, and it’s frustrating and unfair that it didn’t lead to the support you clearly need.

It’s not right that your parents didn’t follow through with the safety plan either. You’re doing everything you can to keep yourself safe and that kind of follow-through from others matters. You’re not wrong for feeling let down.

I hope you can keep bringing this up with your therapist, even if it feels exhausting, because you shouldn’t have to hold all of this alone. There are people who will listen and care, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. Just writing this post took strength. Please keep talking, even here if it helps. You’re not alone.