feelings

[jj]

Im so angry and hurt and upset. I need to be better now. I got about 2 hours of relief today. And now I am back where I was. I need to be held and shaken and someone to say JJ get. your. stuff. together.

its too much its all getting too much.

i dont wanna be crying and afraid anymore :'''(

i need my counsellor so badly. just 4 more days.

i feel like my head is so full. i feel so trapped. i know what i need to do but i feel so weak! i feel my thoughts and emotions holding me down. and i feel i have knowledge of how to help myself... maybe i am just afraid to help myself.

sadfkjfskfjn i could go round in circles like this forever. im so angry.

aghh.

:'(

[hollyann]

((((((((JJ)))))))))

[nenkohai]

(((((( jj )))))))

[jj]

((((Holly, nenko)))))) thanks. i appreciate your hugs. ill get there.... !!