wasn't better today (triggering)

[VikkiMc]

went out and looked at houses where I don't want to live but was told to look. took the day. came home drank, got told that I shouldn't use my degree, but should get a job in some other undefined field because someone else makes good money at it. He wants to retire (I've heard for 25 years now) and how my working for 20 years was only 5 years in his mind. Cut myself again. Wish I could do it for real.

[bluesjakket]

I hope tomorrow will be better.

[Obayan]

Vic, I don't know who it is that is telling you these things, but you have to do what is right for you. You are the one who is living with the repercussions of the decisions made. It's easy for one person to give another person advice when they don't have to live it. It's great that you have someone who cares about you and wants to help you, but you are the ultimate final line in the decisions made in your life and future.