The Mystery

[crystalgaze]

My forum birthday is coming up in a few days. It's amazing that it will soon be a year.

In one year, I have come quite a ways from where I was when I joined.... I think that is good.

I always feel that it is a problem if you (generally speaking) are at the same place where you started.

What the mystery is, though, is the feeling of something still being "not quite right" but what is the question. My current state is an in-between (-ness): periods of functionality and then periods of non-functionality, periods of having energy and then not having much like I am hibernating or something. The inbetween, energy jumps, and disorganization are the most bothersome things right now.

The goal I set for next year is to start applying to schools from January 2011 to June 2011 or re-start job searching and get something that I can start by the Fall.

I am really trying to get these last set of issues squared away, so as to get on the path to being able to take care of myself.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((((( crystalgaze ))))))))))))))

Congrats!!!

In that year you have given a lot of kindness, love and understanding to many, myself included. Thank you for that.

I am sure when you set your mind to a goal, you will get it done. Here for support and sending lots of luck and love your way.

Warmie/Jeanie

[TackingIntoTheWind]

Hi (((( crystalgaze )))), congratulations on your forum birthday.
Although, I'm surprised to find out that you've only been on this forum for a year. Judging from the high quality of your posts, I've always felt that you were very much of an established " fixture " on the site. ( In a good way, I hasten to add! )
Best of luck with the school and/or job applications!!!!

[Obayan]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! So glad we have people like you on here!