I just got my heart broken again...I'm so stupid.

[Asilee]

Once again I've poured my heart out to someone and was let down yet again. It hurts a lot. I don't want to eat or sleep. I don't know what I can do to make things like it was before I decided to make that mistake and tell him how I felt. I just want to die right now. I told him that and he rushed to get me. We went to park and we walked and talked. Now I'm back home feeling like crap yet again. I don't know what to do....I just want this pain in my chest to go away.

[crystalgaze]

Ah, Asilee.... ((((((((((((( Asilee ))))))))))))))))))))

Sorry, you are having this right now....

I hope you will feel better soon....!

[TackingIntoTheWind]

(((( Asilee )))) I'm really sorry that you've been hurt like you have been.
But, I would have to say that I don't think that you're stupid at all It's always a risk to open your heart to anyone, but it's an essential part and prerequisite of being a complete human being.
For whatever it's worth, it's something I find it very difficult to do myself If anything, it's the times that I didn't open my heart, and perhaps could have that I regret.
Take care of yourself, y'hear?!

[Asilee]

(((( Asilee )))) I'm really sorry that you've been hurt like you have been.
But, I would have to say that I don't think that you're stupid at all It's always a risk to open your heart to anyone, but it's an essential part and prerequisite of being a complete human being.
For whatever it's worth, it's something I find it very difficult to do myself If anything, it's the times that I didn't open my heart, and perhaps could have that I regret.
Take care of yourself, y'hear?!

Thanks. That means a lot to me.

[crystalgaze]

Indeed, I got my heart broken thrice already recently. I wasn't too down about it, but I did have some rough moments.

All I am trying to do is move on with my life and not allow people to use me. That's it.