I'm going down more and more.. (Triggering Possibly)
Posted: Tue Mar 02, 2010 10:38 pm
Lately (Past 2 weeks) my strive to go forward is just depleting. I'm running on empty lately. Its horrible.
I don't know what it is. My life style hasn't really changed. Nothing new, school, work, home. Day to day.
But I'm going down. (Please stop now. This is part of the triggering part.) I hate to say this, but I've just had those thoughts, I'm not gonna say, but of course you all probably know. No actions, just thoughts..
Maybe its just a mood swing lately. I'm going to go to my doctor this Friday and see if I maybe possibly Bi-Polar. My mood changes frequently. To frequently.
I'm sorry, I just, I don't talk much to anyone. So, I've kept this locked up to myself. It hurts to not talk....
I don't know what it is. My life style hasn't really changed. Nothing new, school, work, home. Day to day.
But I'm going down. (Please stop now. This is part of the triggering part.) I hate to say this, but I've just had those thoughts, I'm not gonna say, but of course you all probably know. No actions, just thoughts..
Maybe its just a mood swing lately. I'm going to go to my doctor this Friday and see if I maybe possibly Bi-Polar. My mood changes frequently. To frequently.
I'm sorry, I just, I don't talk much to anyone. So, I've kept this locked up to myself. It hurts to not talk....