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Bad day

Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2018 10:07 am
by Eske
I had a bad day. I risked to get a debt of hundreds of euros. I didn't sleep and thought at some point: "This morning might be hard to stay on the sidewalk without heading for the road for a car to put me under." Nothing was important anymore. At some point humans are tired to achieve, achieve, achieve.

Re: Bad day

Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2018 2:39 am
by CamGirl
What type of debt you have? Have you risked your money on something bad? It's all there, all you need is find some means to pay for it.

Re: Bad day

Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2018 6:56 pm
by Eske
CamGirl wrote:What type of debt you have? Have you risked your money on something bad? It's all there, all you need is find some means to pay for it.


I'm a student and I'm risking to have a debt if I don't pass some exams and have to give the money of the scholarship back. My mental situation (depression?) prevented me more and more from studying these years. In the while I was struggling first to resolve the issues alone, then to convince my parents to pay therapy. They refused for so long; one month (?) ago my father accepted (in change of studying, hah, as if I didn't deserve mental health as a human right, as if I wouldn't study if I were able to) but I fear it's too late.