I'm scared
Posted: Wed May 09, 2018 2:07 am
I don't know when exactly, but I know it will happen any time this year. My family keeps talking about moving to another country to live there permanently. Currently, we live in our country and here I've found so many people that changed my life, I don't know when I'll see them again if we leave.
I've also been in a relationship with a boy for 3 years and sadly we had to break up, because we upset my parents. But I still love him and I hope we can both change and make it up to them and return to one another. I know that if I leave, he'll think that it's pointless for him to try and he might lose hope for our love. I don't know if he'll even try to come and see me or if he'll forget me and that one day I'll be informed that he is getting married.
I have dreams, many dreams, but they are all related to him and he always has a part in my life and dreams, i fear that it's one-sided.
He used to tell me that it's never over for me and that he can't love anyone but me, but I can't feel at ease with those words.
I can't sleep without seeing his photos and without thinking about him, he's just everywhere.
Any advice?
I've also been in a relationship with a boy for 3 years and sadly we had to break up, because we upset my parents. But I still love him and I hope we can both change and make it up to them and return to one another. I know that if I leave, he'll think that it's pointless for him to try and he might lose hope for our love. I don't know if he'll even try to come and see me or if he'll forget me and that one day I'll be informed that he is getting married.
I have dreams, many dreams, but they are all related to him and he always has a part in my life and dreams, i fear that it's one-sided.
He used to tell me that it's never over for me and that he can't love anyone but me, but I can't feel at ease with those words.
I can't sleep without seeing his photos and without thinking about him, he's just everywhere.
Any advice?