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I neeed to focus. It's the only way. I need to rebuild my website. There is business out there. I don't want it; I want to run and hide. But if it comes I'll do it anyway. I always do. And if I rebuild my website, it will come. But I can't focus. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm tired or foggy or scared or reticent, anything except motivated. I need clarity I need focus. I can't find it inside. Where in the world is it to be found? Not in the news, or the park benches, or beach, or playing traffic, or playing piano (I guess; I never could.) There are groups called focus groups. I've never been in one. I wonder if I can find focus there. This is silly. I need to lie down.

Can I turn out the lights and go?
No





(maybe this really belongs in Expressions)
(Maybe I should have an espresso)
(No; that would make three)