Can't get over what happened to me
Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 5:52 pm
Hello,
There may be people with similar feelings as me but it's been almost two years now since I had a terrible break up from my wife and I still cannot get over it. I have been through various stages, I am sad almost everyday and still cry to myself quite often, it's almost like an addiction and actually makes me feel better but is not nice and right for a 35 year old man I don't think. I miss my former life so much, I had a great quality of life and lived in France and now I'm back in England in a hostel with nearly no money, friends or social life and it's just awful. I sleep as much as I can to make the day as short as possible but how long can I live like this? I wish so much that there was some easy solution but there just does not seem to be.
I am so lonely and don't have enough confidence and self esteem to talk to people in bars or anything like that and would kill to be in a relationship again. I suppose I was just so used to that way of life having been together with my ex wife for 8 years and now my life is just so awful compaired to how it used to be. I feel I have such a lot to give somebody but I have no idea how to meet somebody.
Loneliness is a truly painful and horrible thing and I fear everyday that I will grow old sad and lonely. I hope with all my heart that that never happens.
There may be people with similar feelings as me but it's been almost two years now since I had a terrible break up from my wife and I still cannot get over it. I have been through various stages, I am sad almost everyday and still cry to myself quite often, it's almost like an addiction and actually makes me feel better but is not nice and right for a 35 year old man I don't think. I miss my former life so much, I had a great quality of life and lived in France and now I'm back in England in a hostel with nearly no money, friends or social life and it's just awful. I sleep as much as I can to make the day as short as possible but how long can I live like this? I wish so much that there was some easy solution but there just does not seem to be.
I am so lonely and don't have enough confidence and self esteem to talk to people in bars or anything like that and would kill to be in a relationship again. I suppose I was just so used to that way of life having been together with my ex wife for 8 years and now my life is just so awful compaired to how it used to be. I feel I have such a lot to give somebody but I have no idea how to meet somebody.
Loneliness is a truly painful and horrible thing and I fear everyday that I will grow old sad and lonely. I hope with all my heart that that never happens.