having a bad time

[mtk]

Things are just awful and not getting any better. My wife and I are at each others throats. She says she's unhappy but doesn't want to lose me. I see her lashing out at everyone. Perhaps my depression has brought her down. It doesn't help that Dr's have her on a pain medication that she has gotten addicted to and when she runs out of them she goes ballistic. I feel like I am bringing down my whole family. I worry about money, the house we rent, and anything else. I am obsessive with my worries. My son doesn't look happy, wich kills me. Things just seem to never get better, only worse. I just feel like running away, but I could never leave my son. Sorry for the rant but I always have something running through my head. I cant take much more, Sorry for the rant.