going lower.
Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2012 10:26 pm
its getting stronger and taking control and i know this because i dont care. i want it to take over. i want it to help me hate myself. i want to be so consumed in self hatred that i feel nothing but a cold black screaming flame inside me. silent rage. i do not feel. im not even tired of the game of life anymore. i just dont care.