Struggling with Self
Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 6:04 am
I can't recall if I started a thread like this already....
For a few years, I have been struggling with the urge to go with a woman. My friend always says that he doesn't like it at all. According to him, he says almost every girl here has a girl, & then they mash up each other (with their love, toys or whatever). He did not elaborate much, so I can't say what his exact thought was.
As much as it may try to overtake my senses, it usually makes for a good laugh or it makes me aware of myself again when I'm blank/mindless/lost/on another planet/feeling nothingness.
It's like it says, "Hey, remember me? Wake up.... Snap out of it! You're drifting again.... If you drift too much, I'll take advantage of you...." I usually come back for a moment, a little more alert than I previously was.
I'm going to be thankful for the little things.
(For anyone reading this, I am not knocking anyone or making fun of anyone or judging anyone. This is just an account of my personal struggle. Feel free to join in with something that challenges you.)
For a few years, I have been struggling with the urge to go with a woman. My friend always says that he doesn't like it at all. According to him, he says almost every girl here has a girl, & then they mash up each other (with their love, toys or whatever). He did not elaborate much, so I can't say what his exact thought was.
As much as it may try to overtake my senses, it usually makes for a good laugh or it makes me aware of myself again when I'm blank/mindless/lost/on another planet/feeling nothingness.
It's like it says, "Hey, remember me? Wake up.... Snap out of it! You're drifting again.... If you drift too much, I'll take advantage of you...." I usually come back for a moment, a little more alert than I previously was.
I'm going to be thankful for the little things.
(For anyone reading this, I am not knocking anyone or making fun of anyone or judging anyone. This is just an account of my personal struggle. Feel free to join in with something that challenges you.)