Just a Little Worried
Posted: Thu Sep 29, 2011 8:46 pm
I am feeling a tad worried about myself. I have been so reckless lately..... I wonder is it because I am not preoccupied with a job? I don't know.
The current recklessness reminds me of the time before my ideation (sp?) got the best of me. I wish I knew why it seems as though I can't control myself well enough. Both sets of recklessness were harmful to me.
I am a tad bummed out, fatigued, unmotivated, physically ill from the possible seizure condition--just not myself. If I had to described this feeling, it's like being in a weakened state. I got injured & the injury just is not healing fast enough.
Now that I've said it, I will try not to worry about it anymore & work towards the light more.
The current recklessness reminds me of the time before my ideation (sp?) got the best of me. I wish I knew why it seems as though I can't control myself well enough. Both sets of recklessness were harmful to me.
I am a tad bummed out, fatigued, unmotivated, physically ill from the possible seizure condition--just not myself. If I had to described this feeling, it's like being in a weakened state. I got injured & the injury just is not healing fast enough.
Now that I've said it, I will try not to worry about it anymore & work towards the light more.