cant cope
Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 7:57 pm
This is really hard for me but i am hoping that by talking to other people who feel the same may give me hope that i am not alone in how i feel.
I feel like im not even here half the time that this isn't me, these feelings aren't mine. i feel totally disconnected from the rest of the world. I dont know if any one else feels like that?
I put on this front so that noone will guess how i am feeling but i think it has just come to a point where i cant do it any more, i cant keep up. My feelings have been bulding up for years and i just cant take it any more.
I am at uni and i can't cope, my work is suffering i just dont wanna be here anymore. its too hard to to ANYTHING.
And i get so mad at myself, my concentration is PATHETIC and my memory is awful. I am not even joking about 7 or 8 times today i was talking to my mum and in mid sentence i just completely blanked and could not remember what i was talking about. it is driving me mad. i can hardly remember a thing and i cant concentrate on anything not even conversations. Does anyone else get this? im finding it really hard to cope. I dont know what to do.
I feel like im not even here half the time that this isn't me, these feelings aren't mine. i feel totally disconnected from the rest of the world. I dont know if any one else feels like that?
I put on this front so that noone will guess how i am feeling but i think it has just come to a point where i cant do it any more, i cant keep up. My feelings have been bulding up for years and i just cant take it any more.
I am at uni and i can't cope, my work is suffering i just dont wanna be here anymore. its too hard to to ANYTHING.
And i get so mad at myself, my concentration is PATHETIC and my memory is awful. I am not even joking about 7 or 8 times today i was talking to my mum and in mid sentence i just completely blanked and could not remember what i was talking about. it is driving me mad. i can hardly remember a thing and i cant concentrate on anything not even conversations. Does anyone else get this? im finding it really hard to cope. I dont know what to do.