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Has anyone here thought why me? Why have i got depression what have i done to be so sad? I always blame myself i wake up and just want to get through the damn day but i always cry through the hole day i just want to be happy the thing is the ones i love always end up dead or i always end up hurting them and they leave me

Sorry you feel that way. I have similar thoughts. The questions: why me and what have I done are the biggest for me. I hope you can get past this.