How Are You Feeling?

[crystalgaze]

neutral/in the middle, emotionless/devoid of all feeling, alone, somewhat lost, unsure of close to everything, tired/sleepy, of decreasing value, ignored for the most part....

Mindset: waiting for the permanent sleep but still wanting to get something done so as to have everything taken care of for when that time comes

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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Here for you....

Warmie

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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Hi hon, how are you doing? Haven't seen you posting, hope everything is all right? Just busy with it being nice outside? Doesn't that help sometimes.

Looking forward to hearing from you soon.

Warmie

[darklight32]

I Wanna Explode! Runs off. Stress level is high which is normal for me, i don't like it when it's really high because that's a head ache. Hurts. Tired but still wanna go on.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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Warmie

[keluca]

desperate at the moment, and very alone. Extremely tired and irritable

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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Keeping you, everyone in my thoughts. It is difficult, but together we can give support, understanding and kindness to one another. What this is all about.

Warmie

[crystalgaze]

I am feeling a little bit better. and yayyyy! I should count my blessings while I still can. I almost don't want to say that out loud!!

Maybe a little hyper but that's not new... I almost want to get back to cooking for myself.... !!

Something really odd happened.... I have been wearing my magnetic jewelry (bracelets/wrist malas) for the past 2 days and well, I almost think they might have worked. My mood improved.... and the pain in my elbow has gone away for now. (I have this bad habit of leaning on my elbows too much, especially my left one, so much so that it's turned black!)

I also did put a plant in my room (aloe); the folklore behind it is that it is supposed to ward off negative/harmful things or energy. I don't know if that has anything to do with it.

I am mad because the sun hasn't been out for a while.... It's been raining mice and rabbits.... (Why do the cats and dogs get to have all the fun?)

I'm also glad I'm not pining over the ex ? boyfriend anymore.... Unfortunately.... I have been in a very strange mode.... I don't know what's wrong with me, but I have wanted to get married lately.... (not have kids.... but get married) I have no idea what is with that.... I think it's sorta funny.

The dot still plays it's games and now that I think of it I was only really down last week and this week... PMT most likely and the fact that it has been playing peek-a-boo with me, like it wants to come, but then it doesn't. Annoying....

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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Count the blessings. Have a few in my life, and thankful for them.

Warmie

[pablos]

I am feeling content at the moment.

[keluca]

Totally shattered, a little tearful and just trying to hold off a panic attack

[pablos]

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Its hard but you can make it one moment at a time. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

pablos

[crystalgaze]

I am going to say it.... but I'm a bit afraid....

Today is one of those 1/365.25 days where I actually feel like myself. I actually feel like myself.... What I used to be months ago... (maybe even last year) I'm glad.... It's been SUCH a LONG TIME coming. Jeez!!

Thank goodness for just one day!! (I hope there will be many more....)

[Obayan]

Today, and this is really hard to admit... but i feel like a fool. I broke down in front of my son in law. Admitted how much I despise waking up each day and wish i didn't have to anymore. Today, i wish i didn't feel.

[keluca]

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Thinking of you