Don't know where to turn

[sugarsugarsugarr]

It's almost been a year now since i've had an abortion, I don't like to tell people because i'l be judged but it hurts me inside.. I know myself it was the right thing to do as I am 18 and I'm not ready for the commitment of being a mum but I feel so guilty and upset that I could go through with it. I am getting councilling for it although I didnt feel I needed it when I had it.

Sometimes I don't feel listened too and this gets me angry, I never mean to hurt people cos I'm such a loving person but I do because i'm afraid their not listening to how I feel, especially boyfriends. I've been in and out of relationships since I was 15 and I think that's really effected me, I crave love and affection!! My mum dad and step dad have always given me what I wanted and love me soo much.. an my brothers too but sometimes I dont feel that love so I look for it in boys. When I was younger I used to take rude pictures and send them to girls and boys not knowing it would have an affect on me and they send me pictures and speak dirty to me to. It makes me upset speaking about this but I just want people to know I am a nice person and I might be weird but in a good way

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[St8arrow]

It's almost been a year now since i've had an abortion, I don't like to tell people because i'l be judged but it hurts me inside.. I know myself it was the right thing to do as I am 18 and I'm not ready for the commitment of being a mum but I feel so guilty and upset that I could go through with it. I am getting councilling for it although I didnt feel I needed it when I had it.

From St8arrow

You would be surprised how many women have had abortions. While this is not meant to condone such action, it does say that you are not alone in this scenario. The problem of course is that too many men are gung ho to be there when the act of procreation is happening but make themselves scarce when the responsibility of being a father follows 9 months later.

So the trick is to find a man who cares. I shouldn't joke about this but maybe there is a lesson to be learned in this story.

The girl tells her new boyfriend that she doesn't engage in sexual activity leading to intercourse until she has been going with the guy for at least 6 months. So the guy says: That's fine. I'll call you in 6 months.

STAY AWAY FROM GUYS LIKE THAT.

Triple Sugar

My mum dad and step dad have always given me what I wanted and love me soo much.. an my brothers too but sometimes I dont feel that love so I look for it in boys.

From St8arrow

Well I guess so. After all, that's what puberty is all about. Long ago, people died in their thirties; so the human race had to begin having sexual feelings and the potential to give birth at around 15 years of age. Now in our advanced societies, one usually waits until the early 20's before marrying. From 15 to the early 20's is pure hell on wheels. I'm 74 years old but I still remember the --- hell on wheels part of it all.

From Triple Sugar

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