I've been depressed for so many years now but up to about 2 years ago, I was still living a somewhat "normal" life. I was going to school, I was working full time...then, I hurt my back at work and because I didn't report it right away (it was more something that happened over time than in one specific moment), they will not help me. No worker's comp or anything. I had to quit work...that means no insurance and so, I can't see doctors like I need to. I have no medication for anything.
Next tuesday, I have an appointment at some type of rehab place. It's an interview and they try to find you doctors that will help, somewhere that you can inexpensively get the medication you need and even help you find a job (possibly). I'm so anxious about going. I know I need to but it is giving me major, major anxiety. I hate having to put myself out there. Pathetic
