Fooled me

[Only Mika]

I am new to this beast named Depression. So, I thought it was gone, the last couple of days, I have been feeling pretty good, I am taking my meds and even sleeping. Unfortunately, tonight about 9pm, I felt it coming. It started with the sensation of me wanting to crawl out of my skin, then I wanted to go outside, and then I started tripping about what if something happen to my family. Just irrational erratic thoughts. Fortunately, I am not crying and I hope it doesnt start. I will be making my appointment first thing in the morning, this madness has to stop. I should be asleep but I am up writing and researching, looking for a cure, a hope, or an answer. I just dont want to end up being on a medication that is going to turn me into a zombie. I keep reading about Bipolar Disorder but i dont fit the criteria for that. All I do know is that I am not Mika.

[Obayan]

There is such a multitude of possible diagnosis out there and the symptoms all overlap so drastically it really does take a trained professional to accurately diagnose. The good part is, once it has a name, then you can fight it.