Annie, my heart goes out to you. The struggle seems endless, doesn't it? About the time your feelings rise, depression takes over again. A constant circle it seems, with no beginning nor end in sight. Well that is what I feel.
Feel free to post here, it helps to get the inner feelings to the surface at times.
I never know what is going to trigger my depression. Sometimes it's nothing at all. I try to see the positives in life, thats how I get through the day. Its just when that doesn't work, that I get blue. Here's to positive thinking!
Depression is such a nasty thing that creeps up upon you, even at your strongest and destroys everything and everyone around you.
I hate the way it can dictate your life to you!