frightened,and alone

[xn728]

right now i feel frightened and very alone ,nothing touches me
everything i do ,just turns round and bites me ,maybe this is death
and my life has yet to begin ,,,,,xn728

[Mich]

I am sorry you are frightened. That is very unsettling. Can you cozy up to Fran for some comfort? She would probably love it and it might make you feel better. Remember you are never alone.

[xn728]

i have not felt this ill for years ,ive been laid in the bedroom on the floor since last night,fran asks what is up ,just leave me have to deal with it my way ,everything i post just turns out wrong ,i dont understand anymore ,i think the visitor is coming in for the kill this time ,,,,,ken
thanks mich

[Monty]

Take care Ken.

I know that you have been fighting the visitor for a long time.

Don't let him win. Don't let him take you away from all of your friends here.

You are one of the strongest men that I have ever met.

Post back when you can.

[xn728]

hi monty ,nice to see you ,hope your doing alright ,you no ,ive been like this for more than a week now ,thinking bad things ,about death etc
this is not how it usally works ,it takes me for a few days gives me a good beating and lets me go ,not this time ,its beating the crap out of me ,i let a story goe in here ,and its had a negative effect on me ,,,,
i dont know what to do im still fighting ,but im running out of my weapons
glad your not to bad ,stay strong monty,my dear freind ,,,,,ken

[Monty]

As I said, you are a good man Ken.

We are all your friends here.

Like they say you can fight well with one finger, put all the fingers together and you have a fist.

Let us make a fist to help you fight off the visitor

[crybaby1086]

((((Ken)))) I feel like screaming in the demons face. How dare he come anywhere near you. Have you ever tried meditating (sp)? Maybe you could do some research on the net (maybe we all should for that matter) to find ways to quite our minds. Maybe I'm talking out of my butt. But it sounds like something I may look into. hmmmm..