I am done

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ICantDoThisAlone
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I am done

Postby ICantDoThisAlone » Fri May 27, 2022 7:26 pm

I have spent my life hiding how I really feel, I can't pretend I am ok anymore.

nameless_grave
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Joined: Sun May 29, 2022 8:02 am

Re: I am done

Postby nameless_grave » Sun May 29, 2022 8:26 am

I feel the same way. People around me have so many expectations. Some may feel envious and even encourage me to do what they think I should do. It suffocates me. I want to tell them to stop but, I don't have the courage...

And so I did what they expect me to do but, despite of all my efforts, they always tell me it isn't enough. Over and over and over again. Until I lost it, I lost and fell into the dark abyss without knowing it. I continued, not realizing things are not the way they were before.

I smiled when they tease and call me names but the thing inside me is slowly breaking. No one notice, no one truly cares. They asked for my presence when they need help, and ignore me when I'm of no use. I willingly do so. Because that's what "I'm supposed to do."


For 18 years, until today I'm still the same. I'm sick of it. I'm tired. I just want to end everything. I did try, countless times...

But I failed, How I wish I didn't... I want to end it now...

Dez
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Joined: Tue May 31, 2022 12:12 pm

Re: I am done

Postby Dez » Tue May 31, 2022 12:59 pm

I remember that time. Good luck to you.


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