Ulcers, tumors and such

[Monty]

I don't often post about physical problems. Though I am pretty sure that I have mentioned how ill I have been lately.

I am a diabetic and my doctor was sure that my blood sugars are off. I was out of supplies for my tester, and I don't have a lot of income, so had put off buying them.

Since I found out that I am going to a diabetic counsellor (that it where my doctor referred me) on Wednesday. I went out and bought what I needed. It turns out that my sugars are bang on.

Went to the doctor with this information and he said that this couldn't go on. He is referring me to a gut specialist to have me scoped out (means that I will have to swallow a small camera so they can get a look down there). He is concerned that possibly I have ulcers again. That one I could handle ok. The problem is that he thinks that there may be a tumor. I have been having a lot of belly pain, been unable to eat, and catching every virus that comes along.

I have told people about the ulcer part. Didn't want to concern anyone with mentioning about the possibility of the tumor. Will face that if, or when, it comes up.

Just thought that I would share this all with you. I am pretty scared. Am hoping that it will ease the load a bit, if I let it out to someone.

Guess you guys are it.

[aim]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((MONTY))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry!!! But don't worry... no matter what it will be ok. Trust that, ok? We are all here for you and all pulling for you, hun. Keep us posted, ok? You are in my thoughts and prayers, Monty.