I feel so alone... I just really need someone to talk to :(

[Shaylee:)]

I feel like I have no one to talk to. One of my friends was going through a rough patch because she broke up with her boyfriend. I would talk to her but my case is different. I've literally been depressed since 5th grade and need to talk to someone. I have only had 2 boyfriends and that was a very long time ago. Boys find me unattractive and strange ig. It really doesn't make sense. Im a likeable person and I don't know why people don't like me.

It was my birthday about 3 months ago and only my close friends said happy birthday to me. Normally when its my friends birthdays they get dozens of bday wishes. I've tried wearing fashionable clothes but that really doesn't do anything. I'm such a failure and idek why i try sometimes

[Golda Dilema]

I feel sad that you are feeling that way. If you have a mature friend or someone whom you look up to, it will do you good if you open up to them. It is okay to have few friends. You may ask your caring friends what they see in you that are your strengths and weaknesses as well. This way you will know and be able to make some changes and adjustments.

You deserve to be happy. Do not let depression defeat you. You can overcome. What are the activities that will make you happy? Do them so long as they won't do you any harm. Activities such as doing aromatherapy, listening to good music, doing hobbies, watching movies, helping others, volunteering and the like may make you happy.

[3rdday]

Please know you are not alone. Everyone feels lonely sometimes. I'm sure your friend would provide you some support regardless of her breakup. If you've been depressed for a long time perhaps you could share this with your parents or a school counselor. Its important to find a safe place to share your feelings honestly.

[Jstar845]

Hello, Thanks for your post. Thanks for sharing this and you don't deserve to feel this way. I remember the time in my life where I felt like a strange person. Please know that you are a lovely person and you can take your time and it's okay if you only had 2 boyfriends. I know in the future you will find the right one for you. It's not about the number it's about the right guy. I admire your strength and fight. I know that you have much worth. Continue to be open. Best wishes!