Trying To Understand

[FearfullyMade]

I feel like such a dweeb![/b]
I must admit that I am confused as to why I am in so much pain. It hurts so much and it hurts even more when I blurt it out to a friend, and they just tell me to just get over it. But what keeps me through is that I have 2 friends that I don't seem to annoy. I am so grateful.
I guess I am also cheering myself up a little. I have 2 friends that can listen to me when I am at my worst (which I feel is the real me). I have something going for me right? So I have a reason to stay alive.
I have food to eat? I have clothes to wear.
I know that must try harder sometimes - it's just that I don't know. It hurts that I feel like I am annoying.

#hides#

[FearfullyMade]

I am strong! I have to remember that. And everyone in the whole world is beautiful: everyone - so I am not the exception. (Concentrating)

[100footpole]

Luis,

You are posting lots of single links for particular problems. I would love to talk to you about your favorite three You Tube Videos. Why don't you create a thread with the links to them with some paragraphs about why you think they are so great.

Would like to learn more about you brother.