Newbie

[pandalover]

hello, im new and have never seeked out any outside help but i am desperate enough now that i need more help than just listening to my own voice. i am 26 years old, i have never been dx with the depression or being depressed, i have just been feeling like crap for the past 6 months. Ever since i left my husband, i feel very insecure and doubtful of myself and my decisions, thus causing me anxiety and fear of letting people into my life and even those who love me the most. I never used to be his way. I used to be independent and willing and lovable person. Now i don't even love myself enough to love anyone else. Not even my own dog. I just don't know what to do. i don't even know how i got this way. i have lost myself and drifted too far from reality. how did i let it get this far.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

Hello pandalover,

Welcome to our site. Glad you found us and posted as well. We do have a depression chat room connected with this forums, perhaps you could give it a try. I know there are lots of wonderful and caring people there, talking, sharing and supporting. Hope you visit there as well.

Warmsoul

[pandalover]

hello,
thank you for your warm welcome. i have gone to the chat rooms, however they are crowded and too many people talking over each other. its hard to be heard in there.

however, each is calmer than most. i just need to take each day one day at a time and not crowd my mind with too many things.

[Obayan]

*waves* hi pandalover. Good to see you.