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I don't know how to start... I registred on this board for mostly try to help people than help myself. Indeed, I don't think I have depression. I think I become sometimes abysmally sad because of small things. Because they're not small to me. I decided to believe in what I believe more and believe less in what people say to me. I know it may sounds like selfishness, headstrong, stupidity and others things related. But that's what I chose to myself, and it's going better than when I used to think I was wrong everytime. I wasn't wrong, I was me, myself. I feel better now than the past year, but I struggled with many people... I never wanted to hurt anyone, but it happened and happens sometimes. Sometimes i'm just a rolling stone, sometimes i'm a stone on a road, sometimes i'm a stone inside of a shoe. I started to see things in a better way, no, I wasn't lying to myself I know there was a lot of things I can't face. But I learned how to look through it and believe in an infinity. A tragic infinity. Now I live for my friends, my music and a others things. I just noticied if I "cutted my hands off" I wouldn't be able to do good or bad things. I need to be alive to live for them. My name is Lisa and i'm 16 years old.

I hope I get good responses, thank you.

I'm sorry you are going thru such pain at such a young age. I really do think you need to speak to a counselor. They are there to help us.

Obayan wrote:I'm sorry you are going thru such pain at such a young age. I really do think you need to speak to a counselor. They are there to help us.

My life is normal, i just had some bullying when I was 12/14 years old and I problem with sleep paralysis. My parents, also don't understand me in some subjects. I used to go to psychologists, but they talked that everything was okay, okay. But now things are really better, I have my friends. Thank you for care about me.

I'm glad things are better for you.