Just a quick hello :)

[Imperfect-Angel]

Nerves kicked in now...!

Hiya Everyone, well I suppose I'v joined as I'm in desperate need to try & understand why & how I'm feeling the way I am...? The amount of anger I'm feeling at the minute is too strong & very scary! I'm the most laid back person usually & have never felt such strong negative feelings like this & not sure what has triggered it.....?
I've suffered depression for many years was first diagnoised 12yrs ago with post-natal & been through the array of meds to try suit me...

At the min my biggest issue apart from the recent anger spat is social phobia... Panick attacks started just before christmas while on a visit to the dentist & happen totally randomly though not as bad now the meds have helped

I'll stop as I think I'm just rambling & not making much sense....? I'm not even going to reread as I'll probably just delete & never post again...

[TackingIntoTheWind]

Hi (((( Imperfect-Angel ))))! Welcome to the forum!
By the Grace of God, I found this forum about a year ago, and it's very much helped me manage my own depression/anxiety.
You're not rambling at all, ( Now I can ramble....I'm a Guardian-reading, Liberal Democrat, civil servant. We KNOW how to ramble!!!! )! Hope you'll post again, as and when you feel comfortable doing so.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((((((( Imperfect-Angel ))))))))))))))

Hi and welcome, glad you found us and are posting. It really does help.

You are making sense, the majority of us have or are dealing with the same feelings and emotions. All we want is some normal to return.

The ups and downs that seem to come with depression can be maddening. The Phobias, angers, fears all seem to just suddenly appear. Wish I had answers.

Please continue venting here, from my experience it has help so much to know it isn't just me and people do understand and care. Really a wonderful family here, and we are family.

Thanks for sharing, keep the chin up as much as possible. Do take care.

Warmie

[Imperfect-Angel]

Hiya! Thanks ever so much for the warm welcome! Iv actually made 1 VERY big massive effort today for the first time in about 6weeks... That little rant really did help...

Glad it's not such a lonely world & I have found a new lease of life to share things with.... Your little messages really did put a smile on my face & make me feel a whole lots less isolated..... I never talk about my depression to anyone or ever have properly as such only once when I spoke to a nurse, but then heard her in the background when she'd told me to call her anytime & say to a collague "oh not her AGAIN" was pretty degrading to say the least as I have had a phone phobia for years too....! (ranting again) amazing how things pop into your head without thinking about them as such....!
Not being negative at all if it seems that way! I never ever ever will let anyone make me feel like I'm any less of a person than the next....! Good lesson to teach yourself

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((((((( Imperfect-Angel ))))))))))))))

Glad to hear that sharing and getting support here is helping you. It does so many. So you just keep right on typing and sharing. We will support and do our best to be there for you.

You won't get that "oh not her AGAIN" from me, promise you that.

You gave me a reason to smile, thanks for that.

Looking forward to more thoughts from you,

Warmie

[Imperfect-Angel]

Good Morning Warmie! Hey what a gorgeous day it is....! Thanks ever so much for your replies you really have gave me a wee boost! Hope your feeling fantastic today ♥

I have so many wonderful friends, but this new little family has really really relaxed me, thanks to your couple of welcomes!!! THANK YOU from very bottom of my heart.......xxxx ♥ xxxx

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((( Imperfect-Angel )))))))))))))))

Think your nice should have been "Angel"....

Morning to you as well, and yes a gorgeous day out for me as well.

Good to have friends in our lives, but it also good to know we have this family we can depend upon as well. Make dealing with things so much better, sometimes easier for we know others understand.

Your post and hugs always give me reason to smile, thank you so much for that.

Enjoy the day, and thank you for posting to me, makes me feel special.

Warmie