Its hard

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zacgsanchez01
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Joined: Sat Dec 25, 2021 3:48 am

Its hard

Postby zacgsanchez01 » Sat Dec 25, 2021 4:03 am

Its hard describing how i feel. I hate feeling like this. This darkness i feel. This hatred i feel for myself. Even on here... anonymous. Im still scared of being judged. I just feel so weak and stupid. People say i should open up but when i do i feel weak, embarrassed, corrected. When it comes to the latter i feel even worse.. stupid because i end up trying to defend my depression which makes that cycle of hatred for myself even bigger. I know i shouldn't feel this way about myself and i know people go through the worse. But the pain and darkness is still there and i dont know if it will ever leave.

FightToLive
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Joined: Mon Dec 27, 2021 8:35 pm

Re: Its hard

Postby FightToLive » Mon Dec 27, 2021 8:39 pm

Ya, it's hard. I know a lot of people would say try not to be hard on yourself but it's really difficult not to. I'm currently trying to find and outlet so that I can try and find my way around the Darkness. Keep trying to do your best to live for you and I hope you can find a purpose to live each day, thats what I'm going to try and do


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