Lonely
Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2020 12:10 am
Hello all,
I am new to this type of thing. I never knew this existed. I have known about hotlines but sometimes I really don’t like having actual conversations on the phone or with a therapist although I think I should start seeing one. I am a 22 year old college student and i have been feeling so worthless. I’ve always had anxiety but it wasn’t until college until I realized I have anxiety and depression. I think the medications I take (birth control) make my depression worse. Lately I have been feeling like I don’t want to exist or I want to disappear. I feel like i have too many stressors and COVID has only made everything worse. I’m starting to lose all the motivation I have and I am failing one of my classes when I’m supposed to graduate by May. I feel like a total failure and on top of that I fee like I’ve gained so much weight and I am disgusted with myself. No one around me seems to even notice what I’m going through or maybe I am shutting them out. That is why I wanted to try to join this forum to express with people ive never met but may understand.
I am new to this type of thing. I never knew this existed. I have known about hotlines but sometimes I really don’t like having actual conversations on the phone or with a therapist although I think I should start seeing one. I am a 22 year old college student and i have been feeling so worthless. I’ve always had anxiety but it wasn’t until college until I realized I have anxiety and depression. I think the medications I take (birth control) make my depression worse. Lately I have been feeling like I don’t want to exist or I want to disappear. I feel like i have too many stressors and COVID has only made everything worse. I’m starting to lose all the motivation I have and I am failing one of my classes when I’m supposed to graduate by May. I feel like a total failure and on top of that I fee like I’ve gained so much weight and I am disgusted with myself. No one around me seems to even notice what I’m going through or maybe I am shutting them out. That is why I wanted to try to join this forum to express with people ive never met but may understand.