Nothing you can say
Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2018 7:42 pm
Hi,
I've got lots of things that I feel sad about and I can't tell anyone because when i do, they don't know what to say or they say that I'm wrong. For instance, I hate my appearance, and I've tried lots of things to improve it but nothing works (basically I'm hopeless or I can have plastic surgery). People say one of the following "no your not", "looks don't matter", "I think you're pretty". But it's not about whether they think looks matter or whether they think I'm pretty that's the problem, the problem is that I don't think I'm pretty. I can tell people get fed up if I bring it up so I just have to cry privately about it because there isn't anything I can do.
There are other things of course like how socially awkward I am, or my lack of confidence with everything. The fact that I'm scared of everything and might have borderline personality disorder, or that I've had a crush on the same person for 5 years. Who am I kidding? It's been years, he's out of my league, is probably only nice to me because he's a nice person, and I have no dating experience at all.
Yeah so I completely understand if nobody replies because there's nothing you can say. There are no solutions and I don't even know why I've just written all of this.
Undertow
I've got lots of things that I feel sad about and I can't tell anyone because when i do, they don't know what to say or they say that I'm wrong. For instance, I hate my appearance, and I've tried lots of things to improve it but nothing works (basically I'm hopeless or I can have plastic surgery). People say one of the following "no your not", "looks don't matter", "I think you're pretty". But it's not about whether they think looks matter or whether they think I'm pretty that's the problem, the problem is that I don't think I'm pretty. I can tell people get fed up if I bring it up so I just have to cry privately about it because there isn't anything I can do.
There are other things of course like how socially awkward I am, or my lack of confidence with everything. The fact that I'm scared of everything and might have borderline personality disorder, or that I've had a crush on the same person for 5 years. Who am I kidding? It's been years, he's out of my league, is probably only nice to me because he's a nice person, and I have no dating experience at all.
Yeah so I completely understand if nobody replies because there's nothing you can say. There are no solutions and I don't even know why I've just written all of this.
Undertow