Hello

[indiglo]

Hello Everyone,

I'm new here, stumbled on this site while surfing the net. I've been battling depression for a long time and i think it's gotten worse.

I feel this huge weight on me but have so many responsibilities i can't give up. I feel overwhelmingly sad which is so difficult to cover up!

I can't talk about it at home, my wife seems to have this dont complain just fix the problem rule. I camt complain bout anything even if i foot the bill for her parents, at one time her brother. Heck i had to shell out a huge amount for her father. Her mom seems to think i need to foot the bill because we live with them.

I have two kids by the way.

I get 3 to 4 hours sleep at night due to so many things to be done. Not sure but one way or another this life will end.