Depression Understood Forums

Hello....I'm a 43 yr old male who has completely forgotten how to experience joy in life. Picking up the pieces of a second failed marriage, and the general consensus seems to be that I'm a miserable bastard who is impossible to live with......Like many others, I'm sure I know I need to drag myself out of this hole, but I have absolutely no idea how......I hoped that coming here and chatting with folks who are dealing with the same issues might help.

From one impossible miserable bastard to another: Do you think you can change?

I really don't know. I've spent a lifetime praying and trying to make things better......The more religious folks around me like to say that it's all part of God's plan....Well if it's his PLAN that my whole life be a giant shit-sandwich, then I have a serious bone to pick with him.

Hey Ks81072

Welcome to the forum Ugh, I totally understand how being in a rut can seem impossible. Are you seeking professional help? If not, would you consider it? Hang in there.