this was a few years back, since then its been worse, much worse!
but i was able to stop self harming for months without relapsing. (must have lasted about 6 months) but recently ive relapsed a few times and i feel like im fighting through the urges all over again. helping others or just talking to others about this topic somehow distracts my mind. its like i can help other people, but not myself. social networking sites just annoy me now and i feel a forum is a good place for a community of people with similar problems.
This is the only forum ive looked at, but i hope its still used regularly

Stay strong people x