need support and friends
Posted: Sat Jan 03, 2015 8:51 pm
Hi all,
Very tired tonight and won't be writing much, but wanted to make a move out of my self isolation of many years. Recent trauma and abuse has intensified this. I'm so tired and I think the New Year is a double edged sword; it's making me frightened to know another 'nothing' year is ahead of me with the same pain and anxiety, yet it's moving me forward to do SOMETHING, anything, to make it stop.
I've isolated myself to the degree that I have no friends to talk to; I go to a stressful job and perform it well daily, and that's about it. Really hoping to get support and make friends here in 2015.
Very tired tonight and won't be writing much, but wanted to make a move out of my self isolation of many years. Recent trauma and abuse has intensified this. I'm so tired and I think the New Year is a double edged sword; it's making me frightened to know another 'nothing' year is ahead of me with the same pain and anxiety, yet it's moving me forward to do SOMETHING, anything, to make it stop.
I've isolated myself to the degree that I have no friends to talk to; I go to a stressful job and perform it well daily, and that's about it. Really hoping to get support and make friends here in 2015.